its getting cold outside...

the cold weather brings about feelings of wanting to stay inside with your booski and just cuddle and such. i have had no such luck in having a booski to settle with. im not bitter about it, but it'd be nice. i was driving just now and i didnt realize how much i miss my best friend, even though he did me wrong. after i let go of all the anger and i calmed down after the whole ordeal and pages and pages of txts, i realized i acted irrational and i blew the whole thing out of proportion. i guess it was just the principle of the thing that made me so angry. but now all i wanna do is for him to come over my house like before and we just hang out semi platonically. is that so wrong? i dont know how to feel about this anymore.

mehhhhh.