it's done.
i finally did it.
i finally let go.
well, maybe not all the way.
the good news is, we're still friends. the bad news is, no more free nookie for antoinette :( / ;) look, im not ashamed. i welcome such things [with him anyways], even if it is ill-gotten. [to a certain extent, of course.] but anyways, yeah. i had to let him know that i wasnt gonna stand for being second anymore. i told him to get his shit together and come talk to me when he gets his feelings in order. i have too much shit on my plate as it is to worry about whether the fuck not he's gonna leave his girlfriend for me. nope. no time for that. life is moving on, and its moving hella fast. no time for games and bullshit. hes my best friend, and i love him, whether its on those terms or something deeper. its gonna take a while to fully erase everything ive gone through with him, cuz for the past few days, i was hoping and praying that i could take it all back, that i never liked him, never fell for him, never messed around, never explored new territories [stop me if im getting to graphic, lmao.] but the fact of the matter is that i cant change any of it. when its my time, if its ever my time, it will come.
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